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death

nggak usah takut baca judul di atas (siapa juga yang takut u,u). jadi begini, entah kenapa akhir-akhir ini aku selalu dibayang-bayangi kata-kata kematian. entah baca buku, di internet, waktu pengajian kelas sampe kemaren ujian praktik agama juga ngomongin kematian (penyelenggaraan jenazah). hari ini juga, waktu habis mentoring tadi entah kenapa yang terngiang-ngiang cuma kata-kata itu padahal aku tau niatnya juga bukan mau ngomongin mati-mati gitu, tapi nggak tau kenapa yang aku inget kok bagian itu. (dengerin berapa lama kok yang nyantol cuma bagian itu,ckckckck hem) pokmen aku inget tadi mbaknya bilang, "waktu lahir, kita didengerin adzan to dek, trus waktu meninggal pas mau dimasukin ke liang lahat kita didengerin iqomah. jadi, kita hidup antara adzan dan iqomah." mudheng nggak yang tak maksud? nggak mudheng? #heniiing sebenere aku juga nggak mudeng-mudeng banget #gubyak. pokmen aku tadi nangkepnya gini : seakan-akan waktu kita hidup itu adalah jarak waktu antara ad...

random #2

it's imposible to understand everything... don't just letting things go, but we have to try before letting things be. we live as explorers and seekers, jumping from one life to another life, across bridges, to discover what is new, to get hope, to travel the ways. for me everyone is unique, they have their own specialties. don't ever think you are nothing. because you are that special too.. don't ever regretting things in the back. because we have to be responsible with our choices.. sometimes I miss that time when there's nothing to be worried... but surely time will change everything. we grow older and stronger.. just keep moving forward!!! cemungeudhszt \m/